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| Chami Loves Kumar |
I am wondering at this very moment if you are
thinking of me. If, like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to
find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each
morning, hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we
will meet, would it be romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it
possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we
are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are
the only one who has the answer to all my questions.
Sometimes,
I ask myself if I have ever known “love”. I don’t have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really
know what love is until we find the right person. And since I have not found it
yet, then maybe I don’t really know what love is! You just don’t know how often
I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep off my feet! Perhaps,
I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to
make me laugh by you silly ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying
the God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all
the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried
since the day. I began my search; I just want you to know that I find my
strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life
I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart, I know that you are worth
all the pains and sacrifices. After all, the tears have been a part of my life,
slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not in the truest sense, but
just perfect for you!
I
wonder if you’re gone through so much pain as well and if you’re hurt so many
times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because
I am right here, patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally
find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look
out my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow all my cries
to the heavens thinking that in time they’d reach you. And when I feel
impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on my way and that you
are longing to see me as well. When I finally fall asleep, you are always in my
dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to
you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss
away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.
And
this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with
the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but my reality. Once
again, I’m assured that you are worth the wait. By then, I would simply look
back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst
the simple joys in life. And I would be very thankful because they all led me
to you! In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and
don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each
other no matter what happens. God has planned the course. Don’t worry, don’t be
afraid of getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one
you choose, lead to me.
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