Sunday, February 5, 2012

A Heart Whelming Story


Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from.

Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say his, "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect. He was faithfully being watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning,
"Kamusta, Andoy? Papasok ka na?"
"Opo padre ... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy.
"From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."
"Thank you father ... "
"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in this church right after school?"
"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God," and the priest would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar, talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.

"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker.
Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry.
Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month, some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help them get to school again, please God?

....Oh, you know, Inay hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood ....I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl in my class, her name is Anita ... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you are my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you . but it is a surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend ....you can accompany me to the other side of the road now"

This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.

One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.
"Hello God! I ......"
"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!"

Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will have to pass by the back door of this church .not only that, I have to greet Jesus. It is His birthday, I have a gift right here....

" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep!!! (does the sign of the cross fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!
So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.
There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...
Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in white, and asked,
"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?
Do you know this child?"
The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and answered,
"He was my best friend . " was all he said. He took the badly wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near His heart.
He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.
The crowd was curious ...

On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the parents of Andoy.
"How did you know that your son died?"
"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did he say?"
The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.

He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered something..."
"What did he say?"
"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift .... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so
wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense
of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there ... except at the time of his death ......"Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with
trembling knees, he murmurred, " ... He was talking to no one ......
but .. GOD...."

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Honey's Poem

To the Love of my life.

Without you I'm nothing,
You complete me and make me whole, 
You make me the person I am, and want to be,
You are the reason I get through the dark days,
and the reason I have so many bright days.
Without you my life would be so different, 
Without you life would be so dull.
I need you in my life now and forever,
I need to love you and be loved by you in return.
You are my life, you are my soul, you are my everything.
You are a part of me.
You will never know how much I love you, How much I need you
and how thankful I am everyday to have found you, and have you in my life.
I hope each year brings a little more happiness, love and hope to both of us.
Thank you for this wonderful year, for the laughter and the tears, for supporting me through good and bad times.
Thank you for giving, rather than taking and most importantly, thank you for letting me be myself and loving me just the way I am.


I love you always......
Happy 1st Anniversary Honey :)

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Things I Plan To Do

*RED - done! 
  1. Drive a Motorcycle
  2. Drop a coin in Trevi Fountain in Rome
  3. Throw a party for someone
  4. Interact with whale sharks
  5. Redecorate my Home
  6. VOTE! (May 10, 2010)
  7. Experience a Hot air Balloon ride
  8. Swim with a dolphin
  9. Have a breakfast in bed
  10. Cook for someone
  11. Donate Blood
  12. Do a volunteer work
  13. Teach kids how to do something
  14. Watch a Broadway play or musical (UP-gabriela)
  15. Learn how to speak another language
  16. Trace my family tree
  17. GET LOST! (intentionally)
  18. Dip in the pool at midnight
  19. Complete a triathlon
  20. Spend the night and camp in the great outdoors (my backyard)
  21. Start a Blog (http://itsmechami01.blogspot.com/)
  22. Create my own Website
  23. Sing before an audience (Economics)
  24. Climb a mountain
  25. Build a tree house
  26. Grow a garden
  27. Write a Message in a Bottle
  28. Go wall/ Rock Climbing
  29. Eat an exotic food
  30. Watch / participate in an actual film or commercial shoot (miss you like crazy-JL & Bea)
  31. Help build a house for charity
  32. Have 100 000 or 1 million savings in the bank
  33. Take a self-defense course
  34. Give a Massage
  35. Participate / Be in a Guinness book of world records (10.10.10 Run for Pasig River)
  36. Go to Paris and visit the Eiffel Tower.
  37. See the Aurea Borealis
  38. Learn how to Belly Dance / Pole Dance (SALIW dance troupe)
  39. Visit a museum (National Museum)
  40. Attend a mass at the Sistine chapel or any church in Jerusalem
  41. Experience cherry blossoms in Japan
  42. Get my article published in a newspaper / magazine
  43. Write a letter to Juliet in Verona
  44. Sail a yacht
  45. Experience Fine Dining
  46. Ride a Helicopter
  47. Appear on a  Reality Show
  48. Learn to ski
  49. Fly a kite
  50. Get a Henna Tattoo
  51. Ride on a Limousine
  52. Ride a Bullet Train
  53. Do a tandem sky diving
  54. Learn to Scuba dive
  55. Take a Pilgrimage
  56. Ride a Sports Car
  57. Get a spa at the Dead Sea
  58. Drive a Convertible
  59. See the 7 wonders of the World
  60. View a Lunar and Solar Eclipse
  61. Go Karting
  62. Ride on a Private plane
  63. Pose for a painter or an artist
  64. Ride a Mechanical Bull
  65. Go on a cruise
  66. Have a perfect wedding with my one true love
  67. Attend a Rock Concert
  68. Change your Hair color
  69. Learn to breakdance / backward flip
  70. Visit a Horror House
  71. Learn how to prepare coffee like a Barista
  72. Live your Dream Job
  73. Visit a Farm (Strawberry Farm)
  74. Milk an Animal
  75. Learn a new swimming stroke
  76. Learn how to give CPR
  77. Visit 1 country in the 7 continents
  78. Play a musical instrument (1 song)
  79. Experience the 4 Season (Winter, Summer, Spring, Fall)
  80. Visit a Karaoke Bar ang sing your heart out
  81. Get a Full Body Massage
  82. Visit your Relatives
  83. Get in touch with your Elementary, High School, College Classmates
  84. Take shots using basic photography lessons (c/o Luna, Photoshop..LOL)
  85. Watch a live sports event (Superbowl, World Cup, Olympic games, Boxing)
  86. Initiate in an eco-friendly project (sa Cavite Science High School)
  87. Join in a cheering squad
  88. Experience Bungee Jumping
  89. Ride a Horse, yak, Mule, Camel
  90. Sell something online
  91. Climb the banaue rice terraces
  92. Make my own clothes
  93. Adopt an Animal
  94. Tour a candy / chocolate factory
  95. Bathe in the Jordan river
  96. Catch a Fish
  97. Compose a song and record it (1st year high school) 

A Letter for the one that God has prepared for me


Chami Loves Kumar

I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me. If, like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.

Sometimes, I ask myself if I have ever known “love”. I don’t have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person. And since I have not found it yet, then maybe I don’t really know what love is! You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep off my feet! Perhaps, I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by you silly ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying the God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day. I began my search; I just want you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart, I know that you are worth all the pains and sacrifices. After all, the tears have been a part of my life, slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not in the truest sense, but just perfect for you!

I wonder if you’re gone through so much pain as well and if you’re hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here, patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look out my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow all my cries to the heavens thinking that in time they’d reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on my way and that you are longing to see me as well. When I finally fall asleep, you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but my reality. Once again, I’m assured that you are worth the wait. By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys in life. And I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid of getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose, lead to me.

Reasons I Love You..


  • I just want to be held by you.
  • You are worth climbing over mountains for.
  • You make sure I have sweet dreams.
  • You over think things because you care.
  • You send me the sweetest wishes to read when I wake up.
  • You're the last to text me at night, and the first to text me in the morning.
  • You know more about me than I know about myself!.
  • You're always there for me when no one else is.
  • You rather talk to me when you could be talking to somebody else 
  • We fight like a married couple, we talk like best friends, and we flirt like first love
  • We fight like a married couple, we talk like best friends, and we flirt like first love
  • I can just lay with you all day and talk to you about anything & I don’t have to act different around you, I can be myself..<3
  • Is not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
  • You’ve been there since day 1
  • You can make me smile just by looking at you.
  • You make me a Priority instead of a Option :)


  • You make me feel good about myself
  • You are always there for Me.
  • You know what makes me happy, sad, mad, etc. 
  •  You’re there for me even when i don't want you to be.
  •  You treat me like a queen
  • You know exactly what to do to make it all right
  •  You make my world turn
  • I believed you when you said you were in love with me.!
  • I can TRUST You.
  • You're simply you.
  •  I can't even be fully mad at you.
  • You get jealous. That means you're protective and you care.
  •  You rub my head before we fall asleep :$
  •  You’re worth every minute of loneliness I had before I found you. You were beyond worth the wait.
  • You Love me & i Love You:) ~we're so perfect Together:
  • When it’s real you can’t walk away